Same old
01 Jul 2011 Leave a Comment
Today was really kind of boring but I was satisfied, or at least not bored to death. I woke up at my earliest this week which is at 8:00, went straight onto blogging and other stuff on the internet like twitter and so on. I went to pick up my lil sis from the school and came back – we walked- and that was basically my day. Really boring I know and I didn’t do any school work I know but this week was my turn at relaxing
I managed my blogs because I suddenly wanted to put of nowhere in the middle of the night yesterday and that’s about it. Hopefully I’ll have more fun tomorrow and put up some pictures but if not then I guess that’s that aye =) am hoping to go out this weekend I’ll go crazy if I keep sitting in the house like this. =[}
Unappreciated
28 Jun 2011 Leave a Comment
When we are where we fit in the most, or have the freedom of hanging with our friends, we don’t really realize how unappreciated we are, not until we are pushed into a place where everything around us is unfamiliar, and all that keeps us going is the thought that someone will appreciate us, or to feel needed.
As a small girl the only reason I take out a book and read in front of my parents, or started doing my homework in front of them is so that they would notice and tell me how good I was and they did. Recently though I’ve realised that I am very unappreciated.
I would go read in my room or do homework in my room then go onto faceook and chat with my friends for a couple hours then they get mad. Why??? I do everything I am asked to do, it’s not like I get zero’s or D’s and E’s, I don’t go slit my wrists and skip school and so what am I doing that is so wrong?
I’ve stopped trying to impress them, call it what they want, rebellion, whatever they want. But at this tender age as we are teenagers, we bagan to notice things that we didn’t before, the things that didn’t mean as much before do now. The need to feel appreciated is evermore at a peak, so we go out, we do things you wouldn’t expect for attention. I know that this sounds childish and immature but that’s the truth. And the things is we have different ways of expressing it, some turn out worser than others.
We are so soft and easily hurt as an adolescent, we take the slightest thing that is said and reflect upon it making ourselves sadder and sadder, that sometimes it’s just too unbearable. So the next time you think of lecturing your child about all the bad things they’ve done ask yourself if you’ve praised them on all the good they’ve done.
The Best friend thats left behind
27 Jun 2011 Leave a Comment
I’ve always been the best friend that left mine behind but now it’s all reversed and my best friend is leaving and I don’t know how to cope with it. Being in another country the people are different, you don’t understand them and vice versa, finding someone that actually understands you is hard, and when you do you cling onto them and it’s kinda hard to let go, even if you’ve just met.
I guess I’m gonna have to learn though because whether I like it or not, she’s going a thousand kilometers away to her home country and I’ll be here missing her here. But hey we’re humans right it’s within us to adapt and so I will.
I’ll probably write about how it did later on but this is for now. I’m finally gonna see what it’s like to be the best friend that’s left behind.
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